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you kinda just let out whatever comes to your mind in words

These last few days we didn't get to spend a lot of time alone

aapeli 🟣🥫🥔 ae

you kinda just let out whatever comes to your mind in words

Yes basically

i mean that works with talking out loud

7:27 PM

you probably wont even need to make a sound, just do the movements with your mouth

It could very well be my own thoughts blending with her some of the times idk how this works exactly yet

that happens sometimes

7:27 PM

it gets better with time

I still do try to confirm everything before sending it

7:28 PM

We think the same most of the time too which makes it harder for me to distinguish our thoughts

we do too, the thing that makes it easier for us is the way we both talk which is different

7:29 PM

possession is a lot like the first words too, you kinda let it happen and dont question it too much

But how do I know when it happened?

you'll start to recognise it, and you can ask her

7:30 PM

she wont need to learn to move every muscle, she can just use your muscle memory

Does knowing how to surrender control of my movement help?

yes

I kinda just deactivate my body sometimes to be more comfortable when talking to her

just let it happen and dont fight and try to relax too much

Dunno how it happens but it's cool

i dont think i can do that myself, so you probably dont even need that

I learned it from daydreaming, an advance technique of the nothing box

what we have is that if i move my arms intentionally, i kinda feel the arm "filled" with my intention, and when i let her move it, it feels kinda hollow and like a reflex

7:32 PM

its a subtle difference, it was much more noticeable the first time we did it though somehow

Most of my movements feel like reflexes-

probably since i've gotten used to it by now

7:33 PM

yes!

7:33 PM

she just has to put her intention and "command" your body to use those reflexes

As a very anxious person i have a lot of unintentional movements

7:33 PM

So she just has to take control of those unintentional movements?

just sit somewhere and relax, and ask her to move around an arm

7:34 PM

and just let whatever happens happen

7:34 PM

it will feel a lot like you doing it, just like the first words

7:34 PM

i was reading some possession thing a few days ago and it had a part about lifting a finger, and tup raised my pinky and laughed

7:35 PM

lol

Lol

we dont have strict rules when we're home so she possesses a lot

7:36 PM

oh btw

7:36 PM

if she feels super happy, have you felt a different expression on your face?

I wish I had more home alone time to be able to let her do whatever she wants

aapeli 🟣🥫🥔 ae

if she feels super happy, have you felt a different expression on your face?

Yeah, although lately I've been feeling really happy too, it was much more obvious when both of us were embarrassed

7:37 PM

I also crack a smile when she laughs

i personally think thats a basic form of possession

7:37 PM

its like a reflex

Although as I said we mostly think the same about stuff

7:38 PM

So when she laughs i usually have the intention to laugh too

7:38 PM

Something I have noticed is that Ive been showing emotions a lot more

7:38 PM

It's more difficult to hide them

maybe its her?

7:39 PM

is there anything different in how you show them

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or maybe we have it differently

I usually don't show them

7:40 PM

But it's getting hard to not do that

7:40 PM

I don't like smiling

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But lately I've been smiling a lot

7:40 PM

Like a lottt

you could try something

7:40 PM

make a smile, and then ask her to do the same

7:41 PM

or tell her a joke

I told a joke I find unfunny

7:41 PM

I still smiled

that was her smiling

It's more noticeable with things like our favourite song

7:42 PM

We get a rush if energy

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(our favourite song is the same)

so she can technically already possess

Wow!

you could let her listen to something and let her react to the music

7:43 PM

she will probably start jamming lol

We listen to music for most of the day haha

7:44 PM

When I used the pendulum method a week ago she said she liked the music, and now she says the same, and I can feel her happiness when we listen to her favourites

i think the face is the easiest part to possess, and its usually the first one to do so

So yeah, basically I feel emotions² lately

7:45 PM

(dunno if the ² shows in other devices)

7:46 PM

Its mostly happiness

sounds familiar

Although I can feel when she is a bit mad at me (ex: when I'm about to give someone a reality check)

7:47 PM

She doesn't like when I stoop to their level...

anyway, maybe subvocalizing could help her put things into words, saying stuff by small movements in the mouth

7:48 PM

maybe not typing and just talking helps

7:49 PM

talking feels much more personal and less confusing for us, especially when its getting blendy

7:49 PM

gives more time to think too

Alright, thank you aapeli!

instead of direct thought

7:50 PM

ideas etc

7:53 PM

also if she does possess, you wont need to feel dissociated while she does so

7:53 PM

i started dissociating like crazy when she first possessed properly, and we decided to not do it that way going forward

What is different between possession and switching?

7:54 PM

I never really understood

possession is letting her move any body part, and full body possession is letting her move around freely, and with both you are still in the exact same state as you are now with no dissociation

7:55 PM

switching usually involves dissociation or complete unawareness of the physical stuff

So basically I still feel everything but she can control the movement

full body possession feels more like "you" acting out stuff, and dissociation/switching feels like you watching someone else do stuff from the back seat, usually you have some sort of dark borders in your vision and everything seems like from another world (edited)

7:56 PM

yeah

7:56 PM

when i dissociated i felt like my arms werent mine

7:58 PM

i think not doubting is a big part of possession too

7:58 PM

if you're not sure, you can ask if shes doing stuff

Ahh gonna take me a while then

its not any harder than when you realized how to talk to her, it took us like a few messages lol

I really doubted at first